Fear

Always hear that i am feeling scare and fear, but you cant notice it by looking at me. u will nvr believe i am in fear.

I cant change my out look, i cant change how i look in others eyes.

Bt i cant change others perception as well.

In office, i always some one who is capable to do things by myself, someone who no need others help and pitiness. But how i hope i can be. 

I am in fear. In fear of something and many things. 

I like Pucca before this, now i feel so lost when i see it.

I should used to my work, now i start feel no direction.

I used to be in my routine work, life and ppl around,

now i feel so fear of remain it but also fear of changing it.

The feeling is so complicated, the fear is so complicated.

But actually i am simple, i just having difficulties to telling and sharing what i think.