今天

今天，我今天爱你。
今天，我还可以爱你。
今天，我还有你可以爱。

我今天爱着你过了。
至少今天没有白过了。

书

说起书，我真的不少。将近疯狂。
从小学开始我就很喜欢看书。连续拿了两年阅读最多书的第一名。
还在念小学的我，送姐姐的礼物竟然是书本，还要是速读发。（说真的，应该不便宜，爸爸花了不少，现在才明白赚钱不容易）
小六考毕业试，我买的参考书的确对得起我的成绩。都不懂应该说我从小就喜欢购物还是说我从小就喜欢买书。也突然明白，我读书成绩好，爸妈不是没有付出的。起码在当时的生活环境还能让我买那么多参考书，真不容易。
我的藏书从小开始，现在最少嘛有几百本。近年看书慢，买书却狠。简直突飞猛进。
以前总大概记得看过什么书，买过什么书。现在实在没什么把握。我还没看的新书恐怕就快超越我看过的书了。
但我还是非常喜欢书。什么书都喜欢，什么语言都喜欢。外语翻译的也好几种语言了。
我曾告诉人，今天看这本，吸收10%。看了10, 20 本，100本，总能学到更多！
大家共勉之吧！

突然有感

看到一段问，类似你不能改变过去，但可以现在重写结局。
我只想说，如果你觉得这不是你想要的结局。在还来得及的时候，把句号变成豆号，分段号。把结局扭转了它吧！
最重要的是，你及时发现，及时发现还来得及！

人生啊！

月入数千，但还是有钱包空空，怕买了饭不够钱付诊费。所以，人生啊。。。你赚多少不代表什么。你用多少也不代表什么。因为，你赚多了，不是自己花光，就肯定会有什么人帮你花光。因为世界还要转，世界上的钱也在转。今天还在你口袋的，明天不一定还在。
不过，不要紧。还能赚，就还能花吧。。。
自然原则，由他吧！

别人。自己

今天要开始学下面四句话：
要把自己当作别人；
要把别人当作自己；
要把别人当作别人；
要把自己当作自己。

欢喜，悲伤，如果是发生在别人身上就不会过喜，过悲；
处身舍想，会明白别人的忧伤，顾虑；
既然别人是别人，差异在所难免，当以尊重；
自己管好自己，为自己负责，不推卸责任吧！

We can live only in the present moment

I read a book yesterday, still reading. It is a summary of The Meditations from Marcus Aurelius. It is a meaningful book, at least to me. It is a Chinese book, but it make me wanna so much to check on the original copy.

The first quote I hope I can learn well: We can live only in the present moment
This is a simple sentence. I believe most of the people understand what it mean. But not many people can really understand deep enough until you can apply it.
As a "fact" person, of course we can only live in the present moment. But the present moment is not only refer to today. It is now!
What it mean by when you eat, you eat; when you bath you bath?
How long you never concentrate on your eating? Not only food, but eating. We enjoy the whole eating session. The food is nice, environment is nice. This is a package, this is over all. But what about that moment, when you eat?
Yes, is deep, I don't understand neither.

But it bring to my attention about the present moment. Not to recall too much on what passed, not to worry too much on tomorrow or 3 weeks later. Now, is the time I should live it well. Now maybe is the only way we can avoid regret in future. Now maybe is the only to avoid history to happen again. Now maybe is the way to overcome what had passed. And we only live present moment once.

I hope I learn about NOW. Luckily NOW is so kind, it always here and it never too late as long as I still alive.