过去的

如果过去了的可以改变,
那它就不是过去的了...

如果可以回到过去,
没有如果了, 不要傻了.

好好过现在吧!

空洞

是不是因为知道心里被拿走了一些东西.
我的心空洞得想发飙...

Fear

Always hear that i am feeling scare and fear, but you cant notice it by looking at me. u will nvr believe i am in fear.

I cant change my out look, i cant change how i look in others eyes.

Bt i cant change others perception as well.

In office, i always some one who is capable to do things by myself, someone who no need others help and pitiness. But how i hope i can be. 

I am in fear. In fear of something and many things. 

I like Pucca before this, now i feel so lost when i see it.

I should used to my work, now i start feel no direction.

I used to be in my routine work, life and ppl around,

now i feel so fear of remain it but also fear of changing it.

The feeling is so complicated, the fear is so complicated.

But actually i am simple, i just having difficulties to telling and sharing what i think.

放假

看见放假的学生,真羡慕...

那种奉命放假,什么都不用做的感觉.实在让人想想也羡慕.

我好想什么都不管地放假,不是短暂的放假,是像学生一样的放它两个星期,一个月...

呵呵...可是我不能.
为什么不能?
因为没有公司会答应.
答应了也不会有好的下场.

一天还要背负家里的担子,一天都不必多想这奢侈的梦想.

想想就好了...

爽爽就好了...